2/9/19
The smell of diesel fuel seeped
through the open window. It mixed with the cold air and although we were eleven
stories up staring at the wall as the compactor truck crunched metal from the
never-ending construction at Houston and Broadway. I was sick from the smell
and the noise inside my head and outside of our building. This is the way we
sit meditation with everything going on at once. In the city there are no
peaceful mountains.
I think about it all. My
patients, my breath the other person’s heavy stuffy nose breathing. I hope I
don’t get her cold. People are pigs. Oink it is the year of the Pig. People put
their dirty hands into the snacks and walk around the table munching. That
makes me slightly sick too. If they only knew biology or public health
realities. Some of them would be the first to argue or comment on who should
pay or how expensive health insurance is. Others sit on the side lines
watching, others gingerly select without touching what they don’t want. Leaving
nothing behind. Nothing left behind like germs. Cough, cough.
My job is to care for people. I
know that Health care coverage is a big topic. I have heard it called Universal
Coverage, Medicare for All and a host of other hybrid names. The 2020 election
will revolve around this. I urge myself
not to get caught up in the side shows that will take us away from the every
day reality of what it costs to get medical care.
I am a clinician among other
things in life. I study human relationships in health, body, mind, self, living
and dying ad nauseum. Remember the petrol fumes? As a clinician it is like
being in the fumes of the living and dying cells, of self and others. Put on
your mask and get up and go.
Now I must do that and urge
others to go out there and get those votes and voters signed up to charter the
things that will help us all. The first is to be able and healthy enough to
lighten the load of suffering for those who are ill and put all our shoulders
together to do it.
Get ready. Get up and go. Do
something and even though we all have our favorite social projects, vote and
keep your senses open and your mind clear from the offense of chatter that
poisons the well in wellness. Because it is an offense, a move to distract and
destroy. Sitting on the side lines is not an option for those who want to live.
There is a hierarchy in the needs of humans. The first one is to be taken care
of or we will not survive. Or as I like to call it, Public Health Care 101.
Diana Ji Fu Lakis
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